hate everyone

I so hate everyone,my mom never allow me to at least rest my only resting time is when sleeping and midnight.what am i living for what thing is precious to me? NOTHING i am so hell screwed there is no love in this world only hate only pain.i know because i have gone through alot of pain and sorrow in my 15 years of lifespan.i so feel like killing myself right now.why the hell am i even living,i so hate everyone all the lies sins and every single one of them.I WILL BE A SUICIDE NUCLEAR BOOMER WHEN I GROW UP.so,HELL WITH THIS WORLD I AM SO SICK OF THIS FUCKING WORLD.