Skipping training

skipping a lot of floorball training lately and got myself a azer laptop at the sitix show damn nice laptop i choosed the one with the best grapic card to support me to play more game and my dad is here in singapore so i don't really have the time to go online with him shoutiing all over the fucking place. he is a weirdo that ccled from all the way here which is bukit batok all the way to singapore river, weird guy right? ok still waiting for a new psp firmware to play gundam vs gundam next plus damn that CFW5.50GEN-D3 onl gonna be released on dec 15 nvm just a few days more. gonna post soon bye oyasminasai(good night)

My N97 rocks

I just realise my new phone N97 have the ability to make its own playlist cool right and the games rocks too with the qwerty pad woo the video quality is freaking good too with 32GB mass storage and 5 MP camera its suited for a king like me yesterday floorball training was tough too tough I run 100 sucide alone :( and my leg still hurts now but the thing about running is that the more I run the less tired I am weird right ? it should be the other way around. but ボクワ　だいｓきで

watched hitman reborn like mad

managed to watch 157 episodes of hitman reborn in just 3 days, pro right i watched from day to night wonder when is the next ep coming out but there are some really annoying character like stupid lambo and coward tsuna who don't even dare to hit rebon how can an idiot like him be a mafia boss, some of the really funny character that i like a lot is the new illusionist of the vongolia assasin squad that talks so humurously and chrome is soo cute <3<3<3<3<3<3 gonna wait for the next episode wonder if it will come out tmr . going to 3E3 next year most of the ppl i don't know them soo i guess have to make new friends :] gonna sleep soon .....[THE END]

gonna miss 2E1

so gonna many of my friends in 2e1 but sec3 is gonna be a new start a new beginning for everyone new classmates and new friends i guess, my result is almost the worse in class so i probably won't be seeing them next year :( everyone have to move on with their life. what i choose to become and what i am gonna be is all decided my me not by anyone else, I wonder which class i am gonna be in next year.... i will find out next wednesday ,oh louis is gonna buy an electric guitar he asked me to acompany him to go penisula well i also need new electric guitar cable because the previous one broke. So long 2e1 the feeling is like departing from my best friend in pri 6 he went to deanearn and i went to hillgrove, I hope i'm not in the same class as terrence if i am i would rather go the last class or so. good luck to all my classmates so long .

getting a new phone :)

My N81 spoil i am getting a new one on monday its gonna be great my mom promise me i can take N86 as my choice 8MP camera internal 8GB TV-out and the double slide screen wow better than N96 which is only 5MP and the sliding sucks man i can't wait for monday to come wanna get my new phone. and something bad happened,my phone spoil and brought 600 of my songs to hell together with it at first i have 1400songs on my phone and after my phone spoil i found only 808 tracks left and the worst thing is that it deleated almost all my favourite tracks :( soob nvm i still have a backup of the tracks but not all the tracks can be recovered .what the hell .still happy that bioshock can finally work on my computer wow the game is good and i'm downloading prototype game now 7.4GB hell it take a long time nvm already 52% downloaded now.my guitar amp cable broken have to get a new one so that i can practice my guitar mastered a few songs after the exam the songs are ...supermassive black hole,LIFE,betles medly,bleed it out, if i could fly,revelation,I also wrote my own song its like Blues wtf i always listen to metal songs and i wrote a blues song? leg cramp on thursday i mean my entire leg all the way to the feet 6 cramp at the same time man the pain is excruciating it feels like dying that was after my floorball training . its so painful that tears streamed down my eyes .My leg and feet still hurt up to now...

Did badly for EOY

My hard work don't seems to pay off english 33.5/60 math 56/100 science 64.5/100 and higher mother toungue 75/110. man this result sucks man. I am so hell screwed up right now i guess i have to take POA instead of Amath next year almost fail english lucky sia otherwise next year go NA and i guess i would raher die than to live a life in shame.things will get tougher by the years well at least i am sure my D&T can at least get a A2 minimum i worked s hard on the project and cut my fingers so many times its gotta be a good masterpiece and if anyone ask me if what will I do if i can get pure science and A math I would answer with I will hugg the principal and give him a 100 kisses. nvm my com spoil a few days ago just got it fixed and finally able to post something up here. downloading bioshock now com spoil lost all my downloaded games got to get it back its gonna take long.

Work hard for EOY

Have to work hard for end of year, no choice in this society only the strongest will survive i learn everything the hard way. Thats how its gonna be,I will continue practicing guitar after exam and learning japanese language wil continue after that. and fxxk terrence a pure disgrace th China he should never have come here. he totally ruined China's image oh well allthe best to EOY :) yay

Tired and sick of everything

Sick of all the things that was going on,firstly lost the match with swiss cottage the judge from their school damn bias.when they faul they pretend that nothing is wrong and when something goes wrong for us we were sent out lost 10 to 8 secondly i am the class AVA the cable for the visualiser is missing when i'm not around and i was blamed for losing it i didn't even know what happened.I'm really sick and tired of the world if i could sleep peacefully. I don't mind not waking up again. I alway got scolding for everything i do, my sec 2 footballers asked me to be the keeper as i am the best keeper in the school and when i miss a goal i got scolding from everyone and when i catch every ball that they shoot at me ,they said that i am a bully so what the freak should i do with that,they even drag me out of the canteen while i am having my breakfast to be the keeper. i never gotten support from everyone all i have ever gotten is almost meaningless I got full score for NAPFA and they say i am a cheat when i got 75mark for overall my mom say that that is not good at all what what the hell am i living for.am i just living for others?or for myself? i wonder what am i really after all that i have gotten through. what is the thing that i really want love,money? or maybe a career as a rockstar. i'm not going to get a job and just waiting to die its just wrong.whaat is the meaning of life? a life process???? Am i walking the path that i cloose?

stress out during holiday

friday going to swiss cottage for friendly match,its gonna be fun and tiring of course. not very happy with my mom she use my student plan contract to sign up for a phone for herself i have to go through all that signing up process and other thing all by myself so that she can benefit throught me.my phone is already broken and i use tape to stick the buttons and there she is getting a new phone without thinking about my feeling ,thats why i hate the world.its selfish cruel and unfair and i am gonna change it forever, someday someday....

angry at the teachers

Insulted by my sub floorball teacher.Ask someone that sport is not as good as me to look after me and even let him be sport leader what right do he have studies sport and everything is not as good as mine.stupid teacher so bias i'll show him what a good atletic really can do in the next friendly match. I WILL SHOW THEM WHAT A GENESIS BREAKER CAN DO. oh found a new japanese girl band who's singing is pretty good yay post on the blog to share it with ppl who come across the blog Perfume with dream fighter

Learning japanese really serious gonna take jap for O level

Ok,so i decided to learn japanese from my mother.no joke I'm working hard at least an hour of japanese learning every day,must push on i have to.its the only way to survive in this cruel society.oh another few new comers in floorball clap clap raffles joined as well whoo.training is tough but its good for him.alot of ppl never go training did a lot of suicide 15, 70 pushups and i said something wrong that cause everyone to do extra suicide i'm really really sorry domo sumimasai. well life seems wrong somehow i don't know why its just not the life i wanted to live. fell in love with a japanses singer Yoshioka Yui damn cute and an encredible cute voice i even dream of her and watch her movie .wow her song,LIFE,SUMMER SONG,MERRY GO ROUND,LAUGH AWAY.....i love them all Yui cute :)

Overflowing amount of homework

Ok i got an english country project 2 art piece an exercise of math 2 book reviews and science 2exercise and chinese workbook seems neverending but gotta finish those before i can finally rest my body really happy that my mom bought me a 16GB psp memory card at an expensive price of $139 love you mom a lot of absenteses these days 8ppl never come school and the number keep getting higher each passing day oh well its non of my business today chinese teacher treat us pizza because i ate the i thought extra piece someone never get to eat I'M REALLY SORRY i thought there is enough for everyone.

New floorball members

another 2 more boys joined our floorball society haha this is gonna be fun,gonna transfer from infocomm to floorball as floorball is gonna be an official CCA wooo perfecto...training is painful well no pain no gain that should go well with this sentence and might be MIA for a while and stop posting on blog just let it die or something like that.gonna concentrate on my studies now it is afterall sec 2 streaming hope to improve my english. thats it EOP

hate everyone

I so hate everyone,my mom never allow me to at least rest my only resting time is when sleeping and midnight.what am i living for what thing is precious to me? NOTHING i am so hell screwed there is no love in this world only hate only pain.i know because i have gone through alot of pain and sorrow in my 15 years of lifespan.i so feel like killing myself right now.why the hell am i even living,i so hate everyone all the lies sins and every single one of them.I WILL BE A SUICIDE NUCLEAR BOOMER WHEN I GROW UP.so,HELL WITH THIS WORLD I AM SO SICK OF THIS FUCKING WORLD.

MAD TEACHERS

Changed a lot of mad teachers,an art teacher that expect us to draw like an artist....an english teacher that give a book review to everyone as long as one person never bring things and its for every one person there is one book review if there is four person never bring there is four book reviews.a math teacher that give 25questions per day and a chinese teacher that want us to write a newspaper!

私の友人

私の友達は、私はあなたのことを思う。 私のすべてが我々を介していると思う。 我々と主張すると闘うすべての回は、 私は心の奥底では適切ではない知っている。 私は、その後の多くの不良や痛みを感じる。 のように私は雨のように空から落ちてきたみたいだ。 私の愛するすべての私の心の友人を愛している。 しかし、今は下落している私は離れていない。 私は良い日で行くとなっている。 私は時々 、このすべてが大うそだったなあ。 毎晩私はあなたに祈る。 それは私の火、燃えて光をしているようなものだ。 親愛なる友人、私はあなたに多くのミス。 どうして私はまだその場所に置かれたのだろうか。 私はあなたの場所には非常に良くここにいるよりも知っている。 見て、すべて私の心配をすることなく私を支援する。 私たちの友情親愛なる友人、 我々は終了する必要があります。 最後ゴマ友だちはどうなっていくのです。 いつかは一緒にされるだろう、 一緒にあなたと私...................

LANGUAGE CHANGE ON BLOG

From now onwards i will start posting my blog in japanese,haha so that no one will understand it hehe.
場合は、本当に私の夢には、ハードとしての仕事を得るだけwoor酒の神、私は以来、私は日本語で書いています誰も実際には彼女をダイ上に動作する私の夢はプロのギタリストになることだ、私は変に思われるおそらくそれは私が読むので、すぐにポストつもり推測

The truth about friends

Sometimes in life,you find a special friend;Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it...........!!!~~~~~TCHH~~~~~
hehe i got this poem from facebook lol,all copyright goes to facebook?

FINALLY WENT BACK TO SCHOOL

Ok finally went back to school after about a month,everything changed the english teacher changed from ms poon to ms siti literature teacher changed from ms teo to ms tan oh but the day was great as math teacher never come and chinese teacher nevercome too i am happy only because i did not do my math homework and chinese project.gonna do it later....or maybe not who knows looking forward to tomorrow because got D&T woo but later got a tuition at bukit panjiang gonna go petri lrt :( what the hell....no HEAVEN

MATCH CANCELLED

FLOORBALL match CANCELLEL,thanx th swine flue our match is cancelled redlly wanna go for a friendly match against a few strong team now have to wait for the flu to subside before the match again nvm i can wait i got a lot of patience friday gonna eat buffet to end the holiday,will work extra jard for the second half of the year haxio. wnd of blogpost.

so damn stressed

got 4 tuition now crap what a day got floorball training since 9 and after training got math tuition oh damn hate this life kill ne for God sake why didn't they just put a bullet in the back of my head.friday training and next wednesday there is gonna be a match.good finally able to beat the crap out of everysingle one of them hehe.

WAKE>TRAINING>SICK

ok,floorball training started at 8.15-12 after that went home took shower woke up,late for Word for life and felt dizzy vomited and is still feeling dizzy now.tmr training at 8.15 again hope i can survive the training tmr almost fainted....knock my head against the floor during the training match,and my right was being hit by one of the shot my friend shot aouch.....will update soon gonna puke......

SICK

yesterday floorball training was damn tiring train from 1.30 to 5.30 come home got high fever lucky recovered this morning is able to go church. church was rather fun actually well.....but tomorrow is gonna be one tiring day again. math tuition and english tuition 7.30 - 1.00 hell crap. nvm still got monday.....wait floorball training again aghhh!! die what the #$&*())*&) .

holiday started the bitch starts rolling

Damn holiday worse than schools days work from my mom just can't finish haven stepped out of my house 3 days now damn only for saturday....church.crap stayed at home,floorball training cancled crap everything just sucks big time as if i will give it a damn.stupid teacher messed up some bitch by driving on my road and don't give a fucking thing about whats going on with that.

wanna cry,wanna transfer school

scored badly for all subject fail science 49/100
fail history 32 1/2 /80
fail letriture ???
fail english 27/60
pass math 68/100
pass geography 62/100
pass chinese 71/110(excluding paper 1)
pass art 64 1/2 /100
pass home economics ???
starting to think of transfering school maybe i can do better and damn,dropped my guitar on the floor by accident a part of the paint drop off aaaaahhh my poor guitar :::( try to glue it bach but failed.

FUCK my stupid CCA its so fucked up and its fucking crappy boring and undiscribably fucking stupid hope the fucking time goes any faster damn fucking balls Fuck up this shit .

finally finished the last paper today,actually the last drawing block.its art paper so its block gonna practice really hark for my guitar.musn't put my guitar to waste so must work hard.damn tomorrow still have school and the lesson resumes aiya.hate school hope june holiday come soon.thats all i wanted to shout it uot and yesterday i waited for the entire night for linkin park my favourite band's new single to come waited until 5 am!! damn sleepy for the song called NEW DIVIDE its sooooo good .love it now wait for their album to be released.

BROKE MY GUITAR STRING

acidentally broke my six string while playing it ,after going to church at somerset straight away go to cityhall peniswara and bought my guitar string,bought 6 guitar picks ,saw some pretty cool guitar but still like my ESP AX-50 better,went home tune guitar falmos broke it again.lucky never broke praise God.wanted to go unstoppable camp from our church at downtown east but out of budget $150,ouch...the price it really gave me a pink in my heart i would rather buy a padder than to go for it sorry God.its just my drean of becoming a professional guitarist faught.i wonder if i can...3 more paper to go actually 2 i dont have listening compre for chinese haha HCL no listening math paper1 sure can one and Art,you call that an exam?come on...that is just nasty

damn funny movie

just now surfing the net saw an video on SPIDERMAN 4 i thought it was real and looked and it but its an movie called HEROMOVIE i watched the video,its damn funny i think i will watched it when showing in singapore.its just stupid actually.i think everyone should watch it.

just 5 more paper

ok,i finished HCL paper 2 today got stomach ache during exam aya went two time to the toilet,nvm i got 2h anyway i think i did ok.science was damn easy,i wonder who set the paper,it ask"what give out solar energy?" like duh its the sun of course"what trap solar energy" of course the solar panel what does not happen during boy puberty "hips became rounder of course well its quite true actually one of my classmate is fat and his butt is really round studied the entire night for the human reproductive system and only the girl vagina part came out....hehe lucky got study. math paper die havent finish paper i just got the formula and the paper was collected.if only i got longer time....updated the blog again yay. :)

HATE MY BEST FRIEND

This is what happened,i accidentally left my science textbook in the classroom cupboard,i told my B_E_S_T friend (be squashed tomorrow) if he can scan just 2 page the digestive system detail and the human reproductive system,he said yes and told me to wait till 5pm ok i waited 8pm still no reply i tried calling him but his handphone switched off.that jerk probably do it on purpose.why do i always get this kind of friend the PREVIOUS friend make me waited like an idot at swimming pool like an idot for 3hours and i was stupid enough to fall for that 4 times.FUCK my friends FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!

finally found my favourite track

its called keep dreaming by vannila smoothie searched the entire web for this song now is 1.29 morning have 2 exam paper english and math paper2 sian.lost my science textbook how to revise must buy one tomorrow.must remember to buy one,i wonder how much would it cost.....ok yay i updated the post ,goodnight，晚安,ﾗﾝﾁﾄﾓﾆﾐﾁﾄﾁﾆ.

forgot mother's day!

i can't believe i forgot mothers day,stayed at home mugging for MYE crap sorry mom damn bored tmr gona go jurong library for stydy time whats the point i'm the only sec 2 student in the caregroup how to study?different things to study finally able to practice my guitar,3 hours straight non stop,skipped dinner because of that,well felt a little hungry i wonder what i have in the fridge.......CRAP NOTHING NOT EVEN A COLD DRINK.damn hungry now.nevermind i think i can last till tomorrow i mean today its already 1.30am.

cannot go church :(

damn,cannot go church because MYE really wanna praise God but my mom just wont give in.i i think i can only go 2 weeks later. may not be even able to go the "unstoppable camp" because of my guitar...run out of money.hace to quickly save up 140 bucks try to save up good it will be a good time to loose some weight (: only got 2 in class for NAPFA crap got Gold.so what not first in class shot of 2 points only get 28 points ryan got 30 damn it.have to work harder...

die

wanna cry,today HCL paper 1 because dictionary no chop did the entire paper without it,not fair i can write a very facinating story with a dictionary but without it its just one plain piece of compo and letter.i prayed to God and God really comforted me during the exam praise God.love you. i will worshhip you only, Amen!

history exam over yay

today finally finished my english paper,the MCQ question is damn easy and the others kinda hard,the invigilator damn funny don't even know how to say C what she said was"class hand in your O-T-A-S and hand in section-SHE" lol how did she even become a teacher? if she can be a teacher i dan be a professor already lo. tomorrow HCL paper 1 sian 2hours CL only 1hour30 minutes. no tin=me to practice guitar again.there's always tomorrow :)

today is kinda of boring it did not go as planned supposly going to play guitar when i suddenly remembered i got math remidia crap reach home tired and sleepy,took a nap and starting revising for midyear its already 12'0 clock don't wanna disturb neighbour so decided not to play guitar. :(

A picture taken at our church west anniversary. west-C

aya.passed my math test with fading colours only got 21 1/2 out of 40 marks to make things worst i failed my science 14 1/2 out of 49 marks lucky got history 18 out of 20 hehe tjhe one the whole class cheated. lol still can laugh art fail 39 out of 100. haha i started to wonder how did i get to 2E1 in the first place.how i get 217 mark for PSLE?

today everyone got scolded by mr chua(form teacher) because everyone cheated in the history test. haha,lucky don't need to serve detention otherwise detention surely full already.lost my guitar picks 6!! of them. i left it in class 3E5 during english oral.sian also left my cooking apron there... :(

me playing my guitar my faviourite ESP AX-50 (:

supposely getting a razorback but they don't have it so choosed another one ESP guitar and a $230 amplifier. i so love it try it out immidiately at home.

suppose to get the electric guitar today at penisnsula at cityhall but mom get sick so have to be posponed,mom get well soon ;})

YAY,my mom promised to get me a razorback electric guitar by monday.i love u mom :)

crap,starting to get addicted to electric guitar can't even concentrate on my revision.holy shit,must get an electric guitar or my result will suffer a lot!!!

Dean Razorback DB Electric Guitar (Assorted Colors) it cost $630 will be buying this in mid june :) will be working as a waiter in the hotel must work hard!!

very tired lately really,sometime just wannie die.well i just can't die yet so much to do so much i have yet to accomplish.exam is comming,must really work hard for the exam.but...the dream work of my life is to become a guitarist not a office person or something like that. sometime i wonder if i even should be living in this world.i hate this world it causes me pain.friendship what is that?i never gotten any real friends they all come in a reason or something....life suck big time i just don't give a damn.