Last sortie this will be the last month before O'level

Last month...saigo!!!! time really flies gotta buckle up in studies dont want myself repeating nvr nvr nvr!! if i repeat i would kill myself for real!!!! im stopping gaming for now blackshot bye bye gonna be studying till i drop for this one month and it will all be over in a flash. dont really have anything in mind...total black so all i have to do is stuff some math equations and science equations in it while there is still space ^.^y next week gonna get my new headphone the V-monda crossfade and after that its time to be serious no gaming no computer no anime all i will do is STUDY!!!! STUDY STUDY!!!!!! pls i need 16points to get into teh course i want to get in. since chinese ive already taken and got a A1 so its left with 15points divided by 4 sebject every subject at least a B3???? wtf :O i can get an A1 for E-math....emmm so it will be 14 poiints by 3 subject soo.....it will be 3B4s and 1C6 is ok computer studies at least get an A2!!!! then comes to humanities oh crap!!! A math is also crap but humanities is slightly better so i have to work on it oh god still have chemistry what should i do!!! i think i should stop posting and do some math to be constructive ^.^y bye bye bless u all in O's!!!! and me of course :P

Everyday is a new start....not

things arent going well nowadays results is poor nothing fun going on except for the Tap tap 4 lol. nvm not gonna talk about all those unhappy things . i am gonna stop playing after my june holiday as in seriously stop everything related to games gonna make a final push to the top and get into the poly course that i wanted to get in. it is for the brighter future and the girl i like...i think i will forget about it have to concentrate on studies first those things can talk about that when i get into poly. kinda stress this few days. not sure why its like i have all i have ever wanted, guitar, a good laptop, good phone, good headphone but i feel that i still feel so hollow and empty within me...whats wrong with me. not sure... feel like dropping higher chinese , its useless and its a waste of time. just want to concentrate on my english math and my science oh and Computer Studies because i wanted to do well in these subjects. will not me uploading for a while maybe i will try to post something up next month. bye...

Hi again...

Its been a while since i last posted anything onto this blog, its really tiring this year. there are getting increasing number of non racis friends nowadays :D hope this continues and those that are still racis towards me although i didnt do anything to them i hope they can change for the better soon . Bought a New headphone cost me up to 800 bucks, well...its worth the money as its a Monster Beats Solo HD the quality is really good. Gotta girl i really like now, she is not really pretty but being around her makes me feel happy and i can let go of all my stress. she is also against racism which makes me feel comfortable sharing alot of my stress with her. This year i guess will be the last year i will ever see her and i hope i can remain in contact with her even though we will go seperate path in the future. Oh and did i mention my new Handphone????? o guess not , i bought a HTC DSIRE HD!!!!! its the best phone and i really love it because i earned it with my OWN money and my mom couldnt do a thing . I washed Boat during the december holiday and almost got a heatstroke just to earn this . but still the thing that makes me really happy is that im able to talk to her openly because she accepts everything about me.

ASSHOLES ASS HOLES AND MORE ASSHOLES

Fk , why the fk are alot of my so called friends are so FKING racis ,first is that FATSO jerende that always give some fking comment on my facebook wall and its always like u china this u china that and its been FKING 3 years and then when i tell him to shut the hell up his FKING ASSHOLE FRIEND also come and comment on China this china that and fk that. cant they even post one fking constructive sentence . ass holes !!!!!!!! so i deleted him from my FRIEND list and so if he ever find trouble with me he got one. I SHALL NOT TOLERATE ANYMORE NONSENSE . especially in this period of time the EOY exam period. Try my best to keep myself calm before i go beserk again like the last time in pri school when i fking throw the table. and chairs .
End of log:10/10/2010 9:35pm SUN

Life sucks always :(

why life sucks, because there is such a thing called A math lucky there is things as friends that help me go through many of the bad times tknks to all my friends u guys are the only reason i am still holding on. And tknks all those ASSHOLES that makes my life suckier u guys really ruin my day everytime. Today the dunno romania or dominica atletics come to our school , all the girls are like wow they are soooo hot, i mean WTF they are just students like us why make such a big fuss about it and besides they arent gonna marry u or anything. well thats girls alright . I dont give a damn about anyone not anymore except my friends as long as they are my friends i will be good to them because what are friends for ? got my chem test today it was a disaster 13/30 who the F*** will get this kind of bullshit mark. I given my letter to drop A math yesterday , its not like i wanna drop,its just that i cant get it into my head. Didnt think A math can be that hard . Well nothing to say anymore
End of log 25/8/10

Its being a while

Wow almost 3 to 4 month since my last post almost forgot about it got a lot of new gadgets lately hehe an Alienware M15X laptop , a razor deathadder mouse, a razer uespula mousepad , a sennheiser PX 100 headphone and a new watch . now like is damn sucky with a lot of irritating teachers , all the prevoius teachers left and we are left with some bullshit teachers. God damn it ,i must keep my cool i guess it wasnt the first time i have a lot of these kind of teachers AKA assholes nvm dont wanna talk about this anymore just let time pass by hopefully life can get better had my O level chinese oral last thursday i think it was rather well done not as hard as expected gonna have my chinese listening Tmr hope it will be easy :) gotta sleep PEACE OUT

Busy, Real Busy

Busy with guitar, tests,exams, games(optional),and some competition stuff really hope can do well in exam and go to 4e3 as planned although i am keeping my temper down i am really pisssed off with some ppl from our school and keep saying china this china that really hate it try not to cause any trouble in school especially during this crucial time the exam period at least good music keep me company during the night. school is ok but the few classmates of mine are extreamly noisy dun want to mention their name :)) end of log...