Last sortie this will be the last month before O'level

Last month...saigo!!!! time really flies gotta buckle up in studies dont want myself repeating nvr nvr nvr!! if i repeat i would kill myself for real!!!! im stopping gaming for now blackshot bye bye gonna be studying till i drop for this one month and it will all be over in a flash. dont really have anything in mind...total black so all i have to do is stuff some math equations and science equations in it while there is still space ^.^y next week gonna get my new headphone the V-monda crossfade and after that its time to be serious no gaming no computer no anime all i will do is STUDY!!!! STUDY STUDY!!!!!! pls i need 16points to get into teh course i want to get in. since chinese ive already taken and got a A1 so its left with 15points divided by 4 sebject every subject at least a B3???? wtf :O i can get an A1 for E-math....emmm so it will be 14 poiints by 3 subject soo.....it will be 3B4s and 1C6 is ok computer studies at least get an A2!!!! then comes to humanities oh crap!!! A math is also crap but humanities is slightly better so i have to work on it oh god still have chemistry what should i do!!! i think i should stop posting and do some math to be constructive ^.^y bye bye bless u all in O's!!!! and me of course :P

Everyday is a new start....not

things arent going well nowadays results is poor nothing fun going on except for the Tap tap 4 lol. nvm not gonna talk about all those unhappy things . i am gonna stop playing after my june holiday as in seriously stop everything related to games gonna make a final push to the top and get into the poly course that i wanted to get in. it is for the brighter future and the girl i like...i think i will forget about it have to concentrate on studies first those things can talk about that when i get into poly. kinda stress this few days. not sure why its like i have all i have ever wanted, guitar, a good laptop, good phone, good headphone but i feel that i still feel so hollow and empty within me...whats wrong with me. not sure... feel like dropping higher chinese , its useless and its a waste of time. just want to concentrate on my english math and my science oh and Computer Studies because i wanted to do well in these subjects. will not me uploading for a while maybe i will try to post something up next month. bye...

Hi again...

Its been a while since i last posted anything onto this blog, its really tiring this year. there are getting increasing number of non racis friends nowadays :D hope this continues and those that are still racis towards me although i didnt do anything to them i hope they can change for the better soon . Bought a New headphone cost me up to 800 bucks, well...its worth the money as its a Monster Beats Solo HD the quality is really good. Gotta girl i really like now, she is not really pretty but being around her makes me feel happy and i can let go of all my stress. she is also against racism which makes me feel comfortable sharing alot of my stress with her. This year i guess will be the last year i will ever see her and i hope i can remain in contact with her even though we will go seperate path in the future. Oh and did i mention my new Handphone????? o guess not , i bought a HTC DSIRE HD!!!!! its the best phone and i really love it because i earned it with my OWN money and my mom couldnt do a thing . I washed Boat during the december holiday and almost got a heatstroke just to earn this . but still the thing that makes me really happy is that im able to talk to her openly because she accepts everything about me.